Nick Simon
Due Date: 2/23/17
Documenting Your World
The film I’ve decided to address in
this short essay is Christopher Nolan’s Interstellar. Nolan’s movie was not the first film that
“moved” me (I honestly cannot remember the very first film that moved me). The reason I’ve chosen to focus on this particular
movie is because it recently afforded me a vaguely optimistic (and ostensibly "scientific") version of “alternate dimensions of life” at a time when I could benefit
from these things.
My grandma
was diagnosed with cancer toward the end of 2013. Her prognosis was not favorable, and doctors
surmised that she would probably live another year. I was told this by my mom via
phone, while I was at school up in Pennsylvania. (I’m a transfer student.) I remember talking to my mom outside and not
knowing what to do with myself after I hung up.
The
presence of death induces “profound” contemplation.
I’m not
religious. I was born and raised
Catholic, but I currently would not classify myself “Catholic.” I think I’m best characterized as an
agnostic: I don't claim faith or disbelief in God. Or, another way to see it: I don’t really know what I think. As a result, I have no clue whether or not I
believe in an “afterlife” or something else after death.
When she
was alive, my grandma was a practicing Catholic. She was very fond of the bible, church, and
the belief of life after death. I remember
when my grandpa died my grandma found immeasurable solace in believing he was
up in heaven, waiting for her. Before
his death, she attended church frequently; and after, she went constantly –
religiously.
My grandma
was fond of telling me that I ought to go to church more. Whenever I’d get a chance to see her (she
lived in Iowa, and I saw her about 1-2 times a year), she’d offer to go with
me. I’d always politely decline these
offers. We’d watch sports instead. (She loved collegiate football. She was an ardent fan of defense and ungodly, violent
physical contact. Her favorite utterance
during games was “Christ, get him!”
She’d always quickly apologize for these wonderfully profane invocations.)
Looking back, I know I should have taken my grandma up on her offers.
Looking back, I know I should have taken my grandma up on her offers.
Preface to discussion on Interstellar : My
enjoyment for the film doesn’t stem from anything overly complex. Really, I like it and find comfort in it
because I’m ignorant. I know as much
about science as I do about religion, so I know Nothing. But science, unlike religion, has been
hammered into my head as something that’s “rational” and “provable” and “True.”
In my experience, religion has not been
contextualized as such. As a result, if
I come across something deemed “scientific” or “scientifically-proven” or
“science-y,” I’m more apt to believe it.
But like I said, I really know nothing about science or the equations and minute details used to support it. My belief in the validity of
science is based on my trust in the accuracy of scientists and their
theories. I have “faith” that what they
say is true. Or I kind of have faith. Often, I wonder. Scientists were often wrong in the past. What are they getting wrong now?
So,
Interstellar:
There’s a
scene in Interstellar when Cooper (the protagonist played by Matthew
McConaughey) finds himself in a black hole.
In this environment, Cooper’s perception of time, existence, reality, etc. become
altered. He realizes that he’s able to
manipulate the physical space around him to communicate with his daughter, who’s back on
earth, at various times throughout her life.
This communication takes place through inanimate objects (e.g. Cooper fiddles
with the space near him and a book falls off a shelf in his daughter’s room.) Cooper effectively becomes a ghost – not a Casper caricature, but something real – living in another dimension.
I’ve
butchered the description of this scene (watch the movie if you want the full
effect), but here’s the point:
First, Interstellar offered me an
example of other types of life, time, and existence that seemed somewhat believable
because they were ostensibly coated in science.
I’d pondered these concepts before, but seeing them in person, depicted
through the physical medium of actors on a screen, somehow made these thoughts
realer – more apt to be valid. Based on
Interstellar Logic, time was relative, death wasn’t necessarily final, and
unexciting events – books falling off a shelves – suddenly became celestial.
Second, Interstellar offered a “scientific”
standard of what could come after death that sort of corresponded to religion –
namely, that there potentially be a transcendent existence humans
don’t regularly experience, but are capable of attaining.
My
grandmother passed away a few months after I saw the movie. Grief was as painful as one would
expect. But it was also mitigated with
small, significant moments: a book would fall from a shelf, and I’d wonder.
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